Yea, here goes again. Just wish people could understand I can only do so much. Have you ever been down on your luck? Tired of being who you are? Life is crazy guys, one day at a time. But when you look around to all that could be, and realize you have so little time to make up all you've lost what do you do? I wish I'd done more sooner. Because to be honest, I gave up way to much. I don't have anything to contribute, and it sucks. I depend on scraps. Like, I gotta wait until someone, for whatever reason takes enough pity on me to give me just enough to survive on. And I'm not complaining about that! Just... I wish I could pay them back, but I can't.


 I am who I am, and that just can't change,
Some call it selfish, I call it a cage,
If I could bend the rules, God knows I would,
Can't be who I'm not, just the person I should,
Wish it was easy, but that ain't the case,
Given my all, and just started the chase,
I look around, and see my friends succeed,
Feel down on myself, cuz all I do is bleed,
Thought I had it all, man that was a joke,
Seems the life I had went up in smoke,
But I hold on, though I don't know why,
Everyone looks at me, but can't see that I try,
When your in this rut, it's hard to get out,
Can't do to much, but I know I can't pout,
I've got no job, no ride, and all my friends are gone,
Been stuck in this house, for way to long,
I'm grateful for a home, but sick of the same scene,
Trying to change it, yea... that's my dream.

~ Original work by: Ventriloquist